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Do you ever have one of those days where you think your life just sucks? Like nothing is going right? Well I have those and I wish I wouldn't get them. Usually whenever I think it is something big it isn't. Like for example I used to like this guy and I thought I could change him by telling him to quit smoking and drinking. But it turns out that he is just so caught up in it that he won't stop. I know he won't stop for me. I know you can't change anyone and that they have to change for themselves but I just don't want to see him on the side of the road one day. You know what I mean? I haven't even told him about how I feel and how I want him to stop this stuff. Never mind about the isn't something big because this is a big thing.
Something that bugs me is that I didn't get into a college that I liked extremely well. It sucks so bad. I wanted to go there so I could meet vast amounts of people but I guess it was just not meant to be. Then another thing that bugs me is that this guy that I met through a friend told me that the college that I wanted to go to said that it "really isn't a college". Ughh. That makes me so mad. I just want to scream. Then again that is his opinion and I shouldn't worry about it.
Then there is one thing that makes me think my life sucks. That is when I got my depression. I gained a lot of weight and I'm still trying to lose it all. But then stuff happens and you can't go on living and feeling sorry for yourself. No one wants to be around that. You can't have fun if your that way. So what do u guys think I should do about the guy that I'm worried about?Should I tell him how I feel? Thanks.